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Tuesday, August 24, 2010
SWEET :)
In case u cant make out the words due to the background... " SORRY BABY! I Love U" Awww... My anger subsided at the sight of these words made by real rose petals:)
He made me angey ytd... So angry! And he came up with this idea today to coax me :)
The whole thing was a little scary and yet sweet..Lol... He asked someone to msg me to bluff me out of my room and tadah i saw this! However i was thinking he should be in the house cos i heard noises.. However i searched to house but to no avail. I felt something was amiss so i went out again.. I notice a particular door had just moved and I went into the room to check again... still i cant find anybody.. I started getting scared cos as u know.. Its the seventh month! Thus i went into my room and closed the door... I got a msg from him... Saying that he want to bring me out for dinner... Being childish, I decided not to reply him and then he just did not care and sent me another sms saying that he is coming now... 15 mins after, he opened my room door and said lets go out for dinner... WTH there wasnt even a sound of the door when he came..When i walked near me i continued acting angry and he said: Dont bluff la, u dont like meh... If u dont like take picture for wat? I was so surprised that he knew i took a picture. So i forced him to tell me then truth... He was actually outside the living room doing the above when i was in my room sleeping...then fact that i heard noises and noticed a difference in the door is because he was hiding in the room! Argh! In the cupboard somemore..How smart! Cos he knew i would walk in the room... Although wat he did was really sweet... It was also a lesson to be learnt...Imagine a burglar really breaks in... I will still be happily sleeping in my room... Its scary that he could have done so many things outside the living room with me in my room, without alarming me @ all...Whatever it is, its still sweet la :)
her sweet memory was written @ 8:33 AM
her sweet memory was written @ 12:29 AM
Thursday, August 12, 2010
her sweet memory was written @ 3:44 AM
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
A date with the boys.....
Yongbin's an idiot cos we were supposed to go to town and afterwhich meet for dinner with the rest at Bukit Timah for my craving- Frog leg congee! But plan changed all thks to him...
So we headed to CWP for movie first before Junyang came to meet us
I said SALT but he said he support SG humor so he chose PCK
I relented for the first time !HAHA
Quite a lame show but im a lame person so i had quite a good laugh
However yb didnt really laugh much and kept grumbling that its a waste of his time.Dumb!
Junyang came and we went for dinner... Craving for Jap food suddenly and having to make do with lousy CWP, i wanted to dine at ICHIBAN but i think many pple have the same thinking as me that the best Jap resturant in CWP is ICHIBAN so there was a damn long queue so decided to head for lousy sub standard Sakae Sushi. Haha
Dumb ass Yb who had to rush thru his meal to faster go back to serve the nation! ROFL
Such a cute mouse they have ! I wanted to steal it home but stopped myself( JK )
I also have a cute Hello Kitty mouse :)
Had a nice filling dinner. Wasnt that bad afterall :) Food was quite nice today :)
Thks for the dinner Junyang :)
Wish u good luck... U know what i mean ^^
Going out with my darling tmr :) Yay yay yay!!!!!!
her sweet memory was written @ 12:12 PM
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Came across this paragraph of words and it really made me tear....
Life is just so fragile... and im really against it
Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?
You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?
I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.
...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!
I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
Im a person who really loves children! Pple who knows me will know this fact:) I think thier the best present sent by god that one can ever recieve. It's a blessing and who should cherish it. The above paragraph is really saddening... I teared and baby said im crazy... Im not crazy... Im just sad to read such things. I know we hear about abortions often but still i just cant help it. What's more is that its wrote in the perspective of the child... Sighs i just dont understand why must people do such cruel thing. I know some ppl abort becos of pre-marital sex or underage and all. But pls. Its your own fault. The baby is innocent. Since u have created all this then jolly well bear responsibility. If you are not ready for a baby then pls do not do stupid thing. Its a life we are talking about, not a toy or a piece of clothing. So pls be cautious if u do not want to end up doing a sinful thing like this. Precaution is the KEYWORD!!
her sweet memory was written @ 11:19 AM
Monday, August 2, 2010
Esplanade Roof Terrace + Prawning + Great Company = Fun!!
Had a date with baby and his sister in town. Headed to pasir panjang for yummy BBQ seafood. Arranged for prawning session with Kira later @ the night. Daryl called, and we went down to Esplanade to meet him and darling jerlyn. Chilled @ Esplande roof terrace's bar (First time there, sounds dumb but true!). Cabbed down and off we went prawning :) Home sweet home @ 6am. Tired!
Btw, i do not recommend the bar @ roof terrace for any serious dinner! Food was .........
Cocktails were ..... but the pricing was abit steep for such standard. Guess you guys know wat i mean ya :) However, i must say its a good place to chill becos of esplanade's view and not thier food or drinks:)
her sweet memory was written @ 9:18 AM
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